That's what I am. A friend urged me to update, so here I am. I've just been too busy for Xanga lately. It's been a while since I made Xanga a part of my routine, which recently has been "wake up relatively early, exercise, shower, study scripture, study Japanese, go to work." It's a good morning routine. I haven't worked anything solid out for the evenings yet, and I'm not sure I want to. Even I don't like having too much structure. I guess I spend most of my evenings studying and practicing guitar.

I'd really like to get back into writing (wait, was I ever actually into writing?) soon, but I just don't think it's going to happen. For one thing, I just don't think it would be the best use of my time right now. I've got the JLPT coming up again in early December, and I play guitar at church on most weekends, so I need to study and practice. Another thing, I feel like my personal life is too personal to write about anymore, especially as I go through bouts with doubts and try to reforge my faith. If I were more creative or could afford the time to be more creative, I could do some creative writing or write about non-personal things, but I'm not and I can't. So rather than boring you by writing repetitious re-tellings of my daily routines, I think I'll spare you and just wait until I actually have something worth writing to post again. Could be a while, but who knows? I do love to contradict myself. Anyway, take care. I'll be kinda keeping up with reading subscriptions, so I'll see you all around.


Love. Peace. One-leg squats ftw.